beccabae

"You may feel alone as you're falling asleep, or every time tears roll down your cheek."

Things I hate:
Life.
Myself.
How I feel.
What I do.
What I have done.
Getting hurt by the ones I love.
When people say they are going to do something, but never do it.
People who say one thing, but do another.
People who tell you something, but tell someone else a different story.
Crying.
Feeling worthless and unloved.
Money.
The government.
Falling for the wrong people.
Love.[how many time will you stab me in the back, srsly]
Living here.
Him.
Her.
Losing touch with friends that I know actually care about me, and Tthat I care about amensly.
Goodbyes.
Trying to make new friends.[it makes me feel the folowing]
Not good enough.
Not cool enough.
Not smart enough.
Not funny enough.
Not pretty enough.
Not thin enough.
Frustrated.
anxious.
depressed.
Not getting text messages, journal comments, Facebook comments, or myspace comments.
Worrying about everyone else before myself.
Caring about what people think and say about me.
When people dont talk to me.
Being tierd.

"But I know your heart belongs to someone you've yet to meet."